therabbitprince:

f-uwa:

what happens when a senpai likes a senpai

senπ²

19 hours ago · 17,017 notes · via pandaruri
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Too often, the only escape is sleep.

Unknown (via forever-and-alwayss)

Charles Bukowski*

(via commedezfuckdown)


20 hours ago · 35,675 notes · via kouqi
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person: do you have tumblr?
me: yes
person: whats your url?
me: no
20 hours ago · 257,909 notes · via pandaruri
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I am grade 12 student who has just recently graduated. You might call me accomplished, and in a way, I am, but not in the way you’d think. 12 years of pouring over text books and being lined up to be judged in front of my peers has not made me any more intelligent. I can tell you the first 45 digits of Pi and I can explain to you the difference between an acid and a base, I can recite the Pythagorean Theorem in my sleep, I will recite lines out of a textbook like they are a religion. But I cannot tell you the value of security, or of kindness. The distinct contrast between personal health and personal gain. I can tell you in grade 10 four of my classmates attempted to take their own lives before finals. I can tell you our counsellors office is always booked. I can tell you how when I didn’t understand something in AP Chemistry my teacher asked me to leave if I could not participate in his class. I merely asked him to explain a question. Instead of doing his job and teaching, he told me to leave. Told me I was not good enough to be there. Mistakes are viewed as failure in these hallways. A wrong answer is a sin you must atone to, not a human error, but a flaw so grand it defines your entire life course. There is no “average” here. We all must exceed expectations. Do your parents know that a grade that is considered average is a “C”? When I got a C in fourth grade my parents grounded me for a month. They said I was lazy and stupid and incompetent and that I’d better smarten up and stop fooling around. I never fooled around. I am driven by a deep need to impress others. I never fool around. I worked and worked and worked, with a deep hollow of anxiety in my chest. I have never been good at History, but I worked and worked and I attained at best a low B. It was not good enough. It is not said but we are expected to put our education before our personal health. It is not asked of us, but it is what we must do to achieve what we are asked to achieve. Our teachers will tell you, “Oh, I only give them one hour of homework each night.” Which is essentially true, each of my five teachers only gives me one to two hours of homework each night. Hmm, that adds up to 5-10 hours of homework, and overdue classwork, and projects. Say goodbye to sleep, say goodbye to feeling calm. I’ve developed a deep rooted anxiety disorder due to school and perfectionistic tendencies. Even when you get 100 percent on an assignment they still criticise you, it is never good enough. One slip, and you are in deep deep trouble. I can tell you that 90 percent of us try our hardest, and our teachers and parents stand in the sidelines, screaming, “You can do better than that!”

—Why I say our education system is flawed (via iridescent-paperstars)
21 hours ago · 272,067 notes · via baobeiii
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shuckl:

shuckl:

shuckl:

toast annoys me so much cos like it’s bread that’s been toasted so we call it “toast” but if you fry a potato it’s not called a “fry”

fries

do you ever look back at your mistakes

1 day ago · 312,646 notes · via kouqi
My thoughts before anything: maybe if i wasn't ugly
1 day ago · 288,603 notes · via yuffii

condom:

don’t tell me to calm down I’ll throw a fucking desk at your face

2 days ago · 305,770 notes · via mydraco

my life is a joke and i’m not laughing anymore

2 days ago · 417,888 notes · via mydraco

duplication:

studies show its always my fault

2 days ago · 211,762 notes · via kouqi

PLEASE HELP

omgfishy:

guys my friend kae (kaiseou) is feeling extremely suicidal right now.

please send her a msg, it would mean the world to me. she needs to live another day to see things get better. it just takes a second, but it could mean saving a life.

SHE JUST SAID THAT SHES MADE UP HER MIND PLEASE HELP I DONT WANT TO SEE HER LEAVE WE NEED TO SAVE HER RIGHT NOW

PLEASE REBLOG THIS

2 days ago · 930 notes · via theonlyju
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